First of all I just wanna say that I love my life & everything about it. I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. It’s just that sometimes I get so burnt out. Now is that time. I’m so exhausted lately. Physically & mentally. My job takes its toll on me. It’s alot of physical work…especially lately because so many people keep calling in sick & we gotta pick up the slack. Also, because I’m the supervisor so I have to deal with all the BS that comes with every job. When my weekend finally comes around all I wanna do is lay in bed all day long….but that is not a option. Of course I’ve got 10,000 things to do:
-pick makana up from my dad’s house (a 45 minute drive from my house)
-make dinner
-take the dog on a walk
-do her hw
-get kana showered
-put her to bed
-wake up & take her to school (another 45 minute drive)
-make lunch
-pick her up from the bus stop
-pick up jantzen (my god son) from my mother.in.laws
-playtime, nap time, homework, dinner, showers etc.
& in between all of this run a few errands, clean my house, maybe see my husband for a few minutes. I do this crazy cycle for 3 days (i work 10-12 hour shifts at my job so we get 3 days off!)
ITS EXHAUSTING!!!
I only see my husband once a week (opposite work schedules) It’s hard but we do what we gotta do to build this amazing life for ourselves & it WILL pay off in the end. I sometimes wonder why I do this to myself & run myself to the END like this. But, I love my husband & family sooo much. I do as much as my body will let me to make HIS life easier. I COULD be a stay@home wife & one day a stay@home mom. But WHY is it a man’s job to “bring home to bacon” & take care of me. I feel like its my job to do it all. Be a REAL WOMAN, & one day a REAL mom…that takes care of my husband, kids & brings home 1/2 the BACON!!! This is what being a woman should be about. It’s what I strive to be.
a little less than 4 months till we go to maui with our besties! i CANNOT wait. It’s been 2 years since we’ve had a real vacation. I can’t wait to be home on the islands :) I need to start buying more summer clothes. I go through these horrible stages where i hate all the clothes that i own. I’m currently going through my 2…yes 2 closets & will give all my stuff to my sis.in.law…then i will buy all new stuff! Good thing I have a husband that supports me & my shopping habbits. He likes that I spend my hard earned $ on things that i enjoy wasting my $ on.
On another note:: I’m still going strong with my yoga & pilates workouts. I know im skinny (& thats why i refuse to do any cardio) but its amazing how much of a difference it makes on my body to be more toned. The transformation is taking place & im loooving it =]
I forgot i even had this thing! hello DOLLS :) I’m gonna attempt to randomly do this thing. Pretty much nothing exciting in my life right now…just working ALOT & right now im paying bills online (laaaaame)….i can hear kana making LOTS of noise from her bedroom when she should be getting showered & brushing her teeth so that will cut this thing short.
i love that my dryer plays a little song when my laundry is done.
be safe out there tonight! Me & the hubby are keeping it low key tonight. Chillen at dad’s house with our puppy :] oh how I love being lame.
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go BIG or go home. Christmas eve at my dad’s :] he spoils us
pink glove dance for breast cancer awareness. cute idea…horrible dancers. how can they not have one person who can dance in this?
i love this girl. she’s erika david & she’s dope.
Im slacking a little bit but on 11.12.09 me & my sisters jazz & kanoe went & stood in line @ southcenter mall for nearly 4 hours to meet “demetri & felix” who play members of the volturi in new moon. SOOO WORTH IT!
normally we dont sit on dirty ass floors..but this day was a exception!
Oh starbucks…what would we do without you??
we spent $30 on this shirt from hot topic. which gave us a wrist band that got us in to meet them & a poster for them to sign. what a deal! =]
“i like my men fiesty fanged & furry”
& im the “older” sister…8 years older to be exact
sooo incredibly b.o.r.e.d
the 3 of us
it was very hard to get a good picture…they wouldnt let us take pictures once we got to the front of the line because they were rushing all 500 of us through so quickly. these guys did not even get to talk to the fans it was so rushed. but when they saw me & my sisters they quickly looked up & gave us the attention us beautys deserved….saying “how are you doing sweet heart? & asking us “hows your day going”… i was so star struck & stunned by how good looking they actually were & all i could say was “HI” & then i walked away like a dumb ass 10 year old who’s crush just talked to her for the first time. HAHAHA! my sister were basically the same way..
afterwards they did a Q&A session with kiss106.1’s jackie from the jackie&bender morning show…the crowd was insane & sooo loud!
This is me & my husband at the new moon midnight showing on friday the 20th :] (no i didnt force him to go…he likes the twilight saga) got there @ 9pm & waiting in a insane line like the troopers we are! we were lucky enough to be indoors…there were alot of people who had to wait outside & it was very cold, wet & windy.
overall the movie was dope. obviously a movie will never be as good as the book but i thought they did a really good job representing it in the short 2 hours & whatever minutes that they could. i CANNOT wait till june when eclipses comes out!
born on 10.28.09 @ 7pm 7lbs & 18 inches long. CONGRATS TO SAMMY & D!!! she is absolutely beautiful (even tho im making her cry hehe) its crazy how far we’ve come…i still remember being 10 & running around elementary with you sammy! you were my bestfriend for sooo long & no matter what happens with us i’ll always be here for you & your new baby!
